star swept night*

i need to update this

2004-11-19T20:58:00.000-08:00

hm i havn't used this in a while... lots of things has happened since then... lets see.. homecoming was awesome. no more of that drama :D and all is good again. James and i have never been closer ^_^ yay lol i'm happy. and i'm accepted into baylor, but i'm not sure if i'm gonna go there *shrug* we'll see. region auditions SUCKED. bush won! halo 2 came out. and saw the incredibles. great

wow things have changed....

2004-10-14T21:26:00.000-07:00

wow.. its so werid.. i was reading some stuff and i realized how much we ALL changed within the past few years... its werid how we're all growing up.... i don't think i'm ready for that.... sigh i miss Jacq... lots of stuff have been reminding me of her lately.. its so werid... i want another one of those talks that we often had when she lived in tx. i think i found out some stuff... its just

ACTs sucks

2004-09-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

its so annoying. i hate those girls/guys who wears so much perfume and cologne. i was sitting there.. then the girl sitting in front of me comes in.. and her perfume smelled SO STRONG... it kept distracting me >_< but strangely enough.. i stayed awake throughout the entire test. cuz of that i think my score went up. lol i didn't study since last time, but i think i did better. i think its cuz i

school sucks...

2004-09-16T15:23:00.000-07:00

what a sleepy day... once again i slept thru like half of my classes.. literally.. -_-" here's my day. not that anyone would care.. but yeah... once again i'm bored. wake up - late again.. i was almost late to english, but i made it on time =) english - write paper calc - wrote a note in CHINESE.. muahahhah! n tried to stay awake music theory - slept/took notes psych - slept during movie lunch -

some new changes in my life... and random thoughts...

2004-08-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIOLET!!!!! ^___^ and for all of you orch dorks out there.... VOTE FOR ME FOR SENIOR VICE PRESIDENT!! ^_^ VOTE FOR CARMEN FOR JUNIOR VICE PRESIDENT!! ^_^ VOTE FOR JERRI FOR SOCIAL CHAIR!! ^_^ VOTE FOR ALEX FOR 3RD PERIOD REP!! ^_^ and last but not least... VOTE FOR IRIS FOR 5TH PERIOD REP!! ^_^ it would be so AWESOME if we all get these positions and be able to help each

survey... i'm bored...

2004-08-14T19:13:00.000-07:00

Full name: Helen Gu Nicknames: hewz, hewen, magu, yohel, etc.... Birthdate/ Sign: october 19.. libra... Height: 5'3" ish Eye color: brown Piercings: ears Tattoos: none Education: high school Smoke?: never Drink?: h2o and yummy drinks ^_^ Toothpaste: aquafresh (cept right now its synsodyne since my dad got it) Toothbrush color: white Shampoo/ Conditioner: pantene Deodorant: any Hair spray: none

school again

2004-08-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

okay so school already started for 3 days.. it was okay i guess.. my 1st day of school was horrible. i dunno why but i just felt depressed. maybe cuz i don't wanna grow up? maybe cuz i miss so many ppl? maybe cuz i'm sick of some stuff? maybe cuz there were many things bothering me? argh.. oh well.. my 2nd and 3rd day of school was alright i guess... well.. here's an update of my school life.....

the highlight of my summer

2004-07-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

omg.. nationals was NOTHING like what i expected.. it was a million times better!!! it was a lot of fun.. i got to meet so many new cool ppl.. they're awesome. i really wish i could go next year tho... sigh oh well we'll see.. there's no way i'm paying $600 ish to go. then again i might go back to china.. so wouldn't be able to go anyways, but either way i'm still really happy for the experience.

kill bill 2

2004-07-19T16:32:00.000-07:00

lol right after seeing the first kill bill i saw kill bill 2 today w/ violet. hahahhah :D anyways, we were bored at home so we were gonna go to escape to be nerdy and "study" .. she was gonna study SAT while i would be reading my summer reading, but right when we got there we were like. no this isn't working so we decided to go to movies 10 (i already had ADD before we got there -_-") .. lol..

fun day

2004-07-17T21:52:00.000-07:00

screw being sick... i ain't gonna sit at home.. lol.. so i woke up early and went to church.. and then christine, cindy, jessica, steve, sam, and i went to cici's for lunch.. that was funn. lol steven is sooo meann.. hahahahah saw kill bill today.. the 1st one.. it was pretty good.. i thought it was really funny.. hahah and very grusome even tho the blood looked really fake -_-" oh well i think

my adventures w/ jess ^__^

2004-07-14T14:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday's adventure: i went ice skating again for the 1st time in 1.5 years (my last time skating was w/ jacq when she was still here.. that just shows how long ago it has been) anyways, i went with jess.. it was a lot of fun. i think i'm finally starting to get better... even tho it still feels like i'm relearning every time i skate :P haha w/e its still fun. we should go more often :D

weeeee debate!

2004-07-09T12:02:00.000-07:00

ahahhaah its so werid. its like a sudden change in personality or something.. we had this mock congress today at summer school.. and it was surprisingly really fun :P ahhaahahah anyways, for the issues that i really didn't care much about.. i didn't really say anything but on the other hand, for the issues that i had strong opinions about i talked sooo much.. hahah i was also the chairperson

argh so annoyed

2004-07-06T14:51:00.000-07:00

arghh.. govt summer school isn't exactly going the way i want it to.. so stupid. the teacher was like "if you passed the test.. then u did well" WTH!!!! noo. i don't wanna just freaking pass that stupid class >_< and its so freaking long.. it just drags on n on.. *sigh* maybe i should've taken it during the school year, but its too late now.. then i come home.. and i read some stuff that really

happy 4th of july!

2004-07-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday was actually really fun!!! i went to the allen outlet mall.. and i got part of angel's bday present, a shirt, and 2 cd's (michael w. smith and a free cd that came w/ it!) haha oh and i FINALLY got a shirt that matches these pants that i have :P yay haha so it was cool. and it was "quality" family bonding time.. hahah.. my lil cousin hattie was actually being okay.. not as annoying as

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!!!!

2004-06-21T13:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE-I!!!!!! :D its really cool having you as my friend and getting to know you these past few years =) dccyc was awesome.. and all the times you've helped me strenghten my faith.. ur awesome :) and all those good times and bad times we've had.. it strenghted our friendship as well.. i esp remember last year dccyc.. there was a lot of crying :( but we got thru it and we

ExpLORE 2004!!!! ^_____^

2004-06-16T14:26:00.000-07:00

YAY! i just came back.. haha kinda tired but its okay.. it was soooo much fun!!! i met a lot of REALLY cool ppl there.. 3 ppl from west went. i knew lindsey.. and i had no idea who gina was till this.. lol.. but yeah and i met ppl from all over texas...it was a lot of fun ^_^ Sunday: my parents actually lemme drive there!! i drove the entire way :P lol there was this accident.. so i was stuck

i disappoint myself

2004-06-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

omgosh!!!!! Magnifico was SOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!! i cried a lot in it.. esp the end.. lol.. so did jer!!! and rona had her pride.. so she almost did! :P haha anyways, i LOVED that movie.. at least i watched a REALLY good movie instead of a crappy one.. so i was NOT wasting my VIP pass.. lol.. but yeah i sorta regret not going to the others.. but seriously!! this week was just a bad timing week >_<

survey timeeeee =)

2004-06-08T20:13:00.000-07:00

FIRSTS: First best friend: amy back in 1st grade in CA First date: uh jesse First screen name: gukong First funeral: never been to a funeral... 1st death in the family was my great grandma's... my dad pretty much dropped everything and flew back to china asap... it was sorta sad.. but i didn't know her that well.. so um i dunno.. i guess it was a really tragic event for the family.. cuz

weee!

2004-06-06T12:49:00.001-07:00

haha i havn't updated in a few days.. cuz i've been sorta busy lately.. lets see... Friday: i FINALLY saw angel.. lol it was after kd.. and coincidently saw each other.. haha it was fun tho.. had a lot of catching up to do so we just sat in my car like for like over an hour.. it was fun tho =D stupid SATs... preventing us to do other stuff.. and her nerdy side came out, so she decided to go home

screw studying

2004-06-02T22:08:00.000-07:00

yes greg i'm persistent ^_~ lol its for a good cause and you know it! :P muahahhaha so hotstuff what size boxer do you wear? ;-) u know u wanna tell me ^_~ darn yixiao!!! he's stealing my hobby!!!!!!! muahahhahahaha long story =D somehow it just makes it so much worse cuz he's a guy :P wee!!! i ain't getting addicted to manga.. sounds scary from what rona's been saying :P i'll stick with my 2

yay!! i'm excited for contacts!!! ^___^

2004-06-01T19:32:00.000-07:00

yay!!! guess what guys?? I GOT CONTACTS!!!! ^____^ hahah finally :P anyways, the appointment took forever.. and apparently my grandma needs surgery to make sure she can see for the rest of her life... i dunno if she's gonna get it tho. *shrug* we'll see! personally, i'm excited for my contacts! lol its the lil things that makes my day. hahaha rona, jerri, and i didn't feel like jogging today so

i'm backk

2004-05-31T18:54:00.000-07:00

so i'm back in tx... hmm i didn't think i would say this but i kinda miss virginia... esp selvina... she's like so innocent yet not.. and all that.. haha soooooo cuteee!!! carina's super cute too.. she's soooo chubby ^___^ i saw georgetown university there too.. i sorta like it there.. but i dunno we'll see omgosh!!!! the second we came home.. most of the fish all died!!! its so sad.. they

in virginia

2004-05-29T19:24:00.000-07:00

whoo! i finally got computer access.. but no one's online.. lol oh well. its okay. and rona.. if u read this.. i can go to the skillbuilders meeting on monday after i get back.. yay.. haha so anyways.. it was pretty cool today. i got quality bonding time w/ my family.. lol i love my cousins.. they're SOOO cutee!!! hahahha selvina is like a genius.. she's 4 and she can read and write simple words

fun stuff

2004-05-26T21:09:00.000-07:00

going to the graduation thingy was actually really fun! ^___^ the bus rides were so much fun.. we played mofia.. and max is one hilarious narrator/rapper =D haha alex you are SOOO guilty.. too bad jerri wasn't on the same bus as us =( stupid camera died on me at the last minute.. arggg.. i didn't get a pic w/ sarah and stuff.. oh well she said she'll email me hers.. and i didn't see tiff either

we're insane

2004-05-24T20:56:00.000-07:00

waking up at 7:45 am every morning during sumemr break!! that's crazy.. oh well at least i'll get my exercise for the day by jogging/walking and also practice for waking up early next year for 0 hour.. haha.. hopefully i'll get better =( oh well.. my sleeping patterns are like messed up too.. been sleeping at the most random times.. and waking up so early.. and taking random naps throughout the

i'm bored. another survey =P

2004-05-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

1) Using band names, spell out your name. -Hoobastank -Evanescence -Linkin Park -Eminem -Nickelback 2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yeah i just remembered... a song that jacq and carmen wrote about me.. based off of "perfect moment" haha it was pretty cool. they sang it to me at school for my bday ^___^ 3) What song makes you cry? KISS - Because I'm a Girl (the music video)its

YAY!!! WE'RE FREEEEEEEEE!!! ^___^

2004-05-21T21:23:00.000-07:00

YAY so finally its the last day of school! yay! no more stress till SAT's and ACT's but oh well.. at least no more school! hahahah so excited!~ YAY jerri and i made chamber!!! so happy.... but i'm kinda pissed that mrs wallace chose tim over alex.. seriously alex is so much better than tim.. and according to max who's talking to me right now about it.. he is saying that tim played like CRAP.

stressed

2004-05-17T18:21:00.000-07:00

arg bad day but w/e u guys are so mean =(

its really sad, considering it all

2004-05-16T22:19:00.000-07:00

you would think helen could quote a person right, but no. :P ...helen dearest ... "blow drops"? ... you mean, "blow jobs" ... or at least that's what my sister meant silly girl :P (cathy would also like to point out, incidentally, that helen apparently is also not caught up with current culture while at the same time spelling bad)

fun weekend so far

2004-05-15T19:59:00.000-07:00

yay! so i went shopping w/ daisy and cathy.. we got jer's bday present.. it awesome.. i hope you like it! =D hahahah me n cathy also got half of alex's bday present.. its great.. it really fits u alex =P *grins* it was hilarous!!! lets see.. we were eating and cathy took a bite out of her sis's big mac.. and it was a BIG bite.. and her sis was like "ya know what u'll be good at cathy? u'll be

YAY!

2004-05-10T14:48:00.000-07:00

YAY! its been an awesome day today =D hahahha i come home w/ 2 other surprise.. for the 1st time my schedule was RIGHT!!!! YAY go west! =D and then the other mail.. *drum roll* I MADE IT INTO THE A&M TEACHING/LEADERSHIP THINGY!!!!! YAYAYAYYAYA!!!! I'M SO EXCITED.. lol my mom was laughing at me. haha so cool ^___^ and i got the 3rd parking space. it was close =) and i came late too.. that totally

oh fun day ^__^

2004-05-08T19:07:00.000-07:00

woke up super early. it was just like a school day so that sucked. but oh well it was worth it =D hahahah so i was at rona's house by 8:30 am.. and we left for the asian festival.. and omgosh.. we are sooo stupid.. lol we got to the right place.. but rona wrote "rose" instead of "ross" street.. and that really screwed us over.... cuz we missed the turn.. and it was so complicated.. we spent an

grrrrrrrrr...stupid SAT's >_<

2004-05-01T14:36:00.000-07:00

fine then cathy. deal w/ it =P hahaha oh well it doesn't really matter much if no one reads it.. its more like a place for me to let out some of my thoughts :P omg. STUPID SAT II's!!! i'm soo mad.. i'm considering cancelling my scores.. i did sooo bad on math SAT IIC =( i just know i missed SO MUCH considering the fact that i skipped 10 problems.. and probably got some wrong out of careless

cathy here ...

2004-05-01T12:59:00.000-07:00

if helen thinks i'm going to read that freakishly long entry about corpus christi in that small of a font she is sadly mistaken. *evil grin*

long week

2004-04-30T16:07:00.000-07:00

stupid week. i had so much makeup work to do >_< arg w/e corpus was awesome and worth it.. so its okay i guess.. this is the 1st week i've been staying up till 2 or 3 ish. and surprisingly i'm not feeling THAT tired. stupid SAT II's tmr. hopefully i'll stay awake thru them =/ haha its kinda funny.. yesterday was the latin roman banquet.. and the senior officers thought that i would make a good

stupid day

2004-04-27T22:22:00.000-07:00

argG i don't know what's wrong with me today. i'm just like so freaking annoyed at myself for stupid reasons. why the heck did i do the stuff i do? why the heck to do i say the stuff i say?! *sigh* so freaking stupid. and then it also feels like i just won't ever be.. like "good enough" kinda for some stuff. arg stupid blog kinda wanna vent but its so.. public. screw it i give up studying. i'm

corpus christi trip

2004-04-25T18:07:00.000-07:00

this trip was SOO AWESOME!!!!!!!! it was soo much better than last year's trip to houston. haha it just seemed like there was so much more free time, later curfew, and just overall awesome! =D Thursday: i woke up earlyyy.. like 4:30 ish. i had a 3 hour nap :P hahah so on the bus ride there i slept for SOO long.. basically jer was awake till max eventually put her to sleep too :P hahah it was

all's good again ^____^

2004-04-20T22:28:00.000-07:00

lets see.. today.. just basically very hectic. i'm not sure why. maybe it wasn't.. but i'm just tired.. hahahah i went to violin lessons then kd. haha i havn't been to that place since spring break. its about time that i went again. i saw sam there. he insulted me >:O he said i was smarter than he thought i was meaning i was stupid. (the tone of his voice made it sound like that and it was only

100 secret senses

2004-04-15T20:00:00.000-07:00

hm... today after school i started to read the hundred secret senses.. its actually a really good book, and i'm only on the 2nd chapter.. each chapter is long tho... but i find it really funny.. haha and i was like WOW i actually know some of these places that it was referring to (cities in china :P) hahah so that was pretty cool. that libby-ya girl kinda bothers me tho. but *shrug* at least she

that's cuz i just fixed my blog for that # of posts thing

2004-04-13T22:09:00.000-07:00

"Cathy attracts girly guys" ---Rona seroiusly tho.. it is sooo truee... look at jojo.. and sam (to some extent).. and alex =P.. the list goes on.. muahahahha we had fun that day :P "Cathy has an EMOTIONAL and PHYSICAL relationship with alex" ---Rona again loL that was a hilarious convo!! werid. but funny :P but its true. look at how they just connect =P well enough of this.. i gotta go back

Cathy's being sneaky

2004-04-13T21:58:00.000-07:00

helen doesnt know i'm typing this ...teehee ... she still hasn't made that scary post she said she was gonna. so i'm here to laugh! *hohoho* ... its late. ~cathy

jacking a survey for jax to jack :P

2004-04-07T17:59:00.000-07:00

lol clever title, eh? alliteration =D lol i'm such a nerddd ^____^ and i'm PROUD of it tooo .. whooo hoooo!! =D LAST PERSON... [-You Touched-] my sister? *Shrug* dunno [-You Talked to-] in person? my sis.. online? jacqueline.. on the phone? angel.. [-You Hugged-] dunno.. my mom maybe? but that was a while back.............................. [-You Yelled At-] parents [-You Kissed-] hm dunno..

random thoughts

2004-04-06T15:46:00.000-07:00

hm just some random thoughts that have been going on thru my head lately... for those of you who have been wondering about what i believe in.. well basically first of all.. i am a christian.. and i do believe in the christian ideas.. such as God created us.. He created the world.. and i do NOT believe in evolution at all.. and yeah and also God sent his one and only son, Jesus, to die on the

San Antonio trip

2004-04-04T12:51:00.000-07:00

hm this weekend was pretty fun.. well sometimes boring and sometimes fun. but its all good Friday: woke up super early n went to plano senior high.. the ride was longg and i had to pee really badly too.. so that sucked.. but anyways, me n alex played big 2 for the longest time (like several hours, literally).. lol it was pretty funny.. he kept losing but then now he's a whole lot better b/c he

weeeee!

2004-03-31T22:08:00.000-08:00

weee!! i get a title thingy too!! =D thanks cathy.. haha u finally got to change my blog that was bothering you so much.. lol anyways.. i like this one too :P but i never saw anything wrong with the other one, but that's just me.. haha.. anyways, i hafta go back to doing that stupid latin proj.. its so freakin long!! >_______< ~helen

coming back to add a title cuz it just felt empty w/o one

2004-03-31T15:26:00.000-08:00

i'm soooooo tired.. stupid sleeping patterns.. maybe i should take alex's advice :P lol what a long day.. i can't wait. one more day ONE more day just oneeeeee... >_< then i can leave this stupid place. i also came to the conclusion yesterday that i should try and apply to be nhs officer.. i meann.. i really want to get it.. b/c i think it'll be really cool and all.. and i love volunteering =D

2004-03-28T12:32:00.000-08:00

hm i took the SAT yesterday.. it was okay.. not too bad.. that 1st math section i was like really spacing out.. so i didn't do 2 of those grid in things =( ugh oh well.. i didn't have enough time.. but the other math sections were super easy afterwards we (me, rona, n jer) went to CCCC for spelling bee.. wow we got the smart room!! eventually we had to move onto the hard 5th grade list.. yeesh..

2004-03-23T15:01:00.000-08:00

okay yeah so these few days have been bad for me.. but i guess whatever happens just move on... so anyways in a nut shell, i can't go anywhere cept school and the library.. how funnnn..... >_< so now i'm actually looking forward to going to that latin competition.. i get to finally leave my house after all that has happened.. ughhh.. oh well... and also alex said he's going again.. so it's all

2004-03-21T09:27:00.000-08:00

hmm i was sooooooooo tired after yesterday.. haha at times is was super boring.. at times it was super fun.. and times it was super tiring.. hahaha so overall it was a good day =D lol woke up at 8 ish and went to pick up angel to go to the book festival.. and met alex at the dart station.. it was kinda pointless riding the dark but that's okay :P and then we got there and did nothing and tried

2004-03-18T21:40:00.000-08:00

wow!!! today was an awesome day!!! i had soooo much funn.. lol to make a long story short.. i went to the library with angel, we got hungry, went to fat straws, went shopping in the dark (literally :P), get flicked off by an old guy in a truck, went to eckerds, seeing disgusting birds/bird poop, hanging out, catching up on old times.. just wow!! i havn't had so much fun in the longest time!!! and

2004-03-17T16:10:00.000-08:00

ughh.. how come everytime i try to do something it turns out bad or wrong?! that just pisses me off.. like i have a really good motive to do something.. and then i find it was the "bad" thing to do.. i really tried to help things get better.. i dunno.. it like makes me feel really guilty.. ughh i hate that feeling.. now i completely understand how angel felt (but the situation i'm referring to

2004-03-14T16:56:00.000-08:00

hmm i went to church today and then i went to the library to "chill" with yixiao =D haha i havn't seen him in a while.. so that was pretty cool.. it reminded me of his dorkiness :P lol yeah and how "undorky" i am compared to the tams kids =P funny stuff.. hey he said it, not me =) lol then after about 2 hours of studying.. ADD started to kick in.. yeah that was horrible.. i was bothering yixiao.

2004-03-11T19:02:00.000-08:00

okay yeah so today i was talking to my parents AGAIN.. and UGHH omgosh it annoys me so much on how lil confidence they have in me... i'm serious.. i guess most ppl have the pressure that their parents expect too much from them and stuff.. (as in they need to get in a good college/get good grades/etc) but like my parent just don't have ANY confidence in myself whatsoever.. its like they don't

2004-03-11T09:29:00.000-08:00

wow so this spring break.. i definitely satisfied most of my cravings.. i had ice creamm a lot.. lol imma get fatttttt.. but that's okay. hahah... and i also had pearl milk tea too!! sooooooo coolll.. OH YEAH.. and my dad was feeling REALLY nice.. so when i got my pics done for my naturalization stuff at kinkos.. he took me next door to that italian ice cream place. hahaha the really expensive

2004-03-10T09:07:00.000-08:00

YAY so its finally spring break.. and YAY fun stuff.. and also busy stuff =P hahahh =) lets see what i did: on saturday.. hahaha busy busy day.. go read my xanga for half my day.. OH YEAH!!! THE KERA THING WAS SOOO AWESOME!!! so much fun!! we (me, jerri, rona, n cathy) got to be on TV!!! my 1st time ever!! lol on KERA channel 13.. it used to be my fav tv channel when i was lil (it had arthur,

2004-02-29T15:39:00.000-08:00

ughh i hate my gay computer and the gay viruses.. they're so freaking annoying! now on top of the fact that i can't check my email.. i also can't go on aim! yeesh.. oh well maybe its a good thing i can't go on aim... oh and cathy.. expect me to drop by ur house randomly :P i need to check my email.. lol that also mean that my only means of communication right now is the phone.. -_-" lol watch me

2004-02-24T15:55:00.000-08:00

mann i have the BIGGEST craving for chocolate right now =/ and guess what? i already at some.. mann at this rate imma get fat in no time =( oh well... on days like this, chocolate really makes me a lot happier.. i don't know.. today just was not a good day.. it wasn't that bad day either.. just depressing.. or maybe its just the weather. *shrug* i don't know.. i don't feel like typing out my day

2004-02-23T14:57:00.000-08:00

arggg i can't decide whether or not to go to the state latin competition in april -_______- hmm lets see.. i'll be dorky and make a list of advantages and disadvantages.. hahah =P [modified] Advantages: 1. miss class 2. hang out with alex and other latin peeps for 3 days Disadvantages: 1. pay over 100 bucks to take a few tests 2. seeing you know who for 3 days...... haha well it looks

2004-02-21T19:40:00.000-08:00

hm wow.. i wasn't home for most of the day.. my parents got kinda mad.. oh well.. =/ woke up at 7:30 ish.. haha and went to AAYA... i had a smart kid today!! ^__^ pretty cool. she actually finished all of her work AND and extra thing. hahah.. it was fun.. then i went directly to willowbend mall with rona and jerri =D hahaha my mom got kinda mad cuz she wanted me to go home 1st.. whoops.. but i

2004-02-10T15:36:00.000-08:00

aww it sucks.. i'm sick again T.T i felt like crap all day.. so many ppl were like "smile, helen! its a good day!" etc etc. yes i agree.. since i didn't do much cept physics test which i got it over with 2nd period.. but like you just can't really smile when u feel like crap.. with a horrible taste in ur mouth from some chinese medicine that stays there forever.. and occassionally even feeling

2004-02-07T17:53:00.000-08:00

wow i just came back from JCL.. i'm like really tired and my feet are super sore.. haha.. oh well.. i still have a long night ahead of me.. hm.. still need to practice violin for a LONG time and then i should probably start on my hw.. not like that's gonna happen.. but oh well -_-" hm.. today i realized a lot of stuff about me.. i think i need for ppl to be blunt with me.. otherwise i would just

2004-02-04T19:25:00.000-08:00

wow.. last night was just like my worst ADD night.. it was like.. really really bad. i did absolutely no hw at all. lol w/e .. i survived today.. so its all good.. and i don't have any tests or quizzes today.. so its okay too.. haha.. too bad tmr i have physics quiz and a hist FRQ.. that sucks.. oh well hahah today i saw joseph!!!! (chi not zhang) lol i havn't seen him since.. last year!!!

2004-01-26T20:28:00.000-08:00

HAHAHHAHA!!! that cruel heartless cathy... tsk tsk tsk.. look what she said!!!!! AzN MirkwooD Elf (10:24:27 PM): of course i dont care if i heartlessly trample dumb ppl's feelings in my rage of righteousness anyways, that was great (meaning just sooo funny).. but that's SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MEAN CATHY!!! -_-" hahah oh well.. cathy shall be cathy :P ~hewz

2004-01-23T15:30:00.000-08:00

what kind of week is this?! man i study my butt off for that freaking history test.. and you know what?! i still fail w/o the cuve.. i passed with the curve.. BUT OMGOSH!!! do you know how hard i studied for that test?!?!? *cries* and then all this crap coming up.. SAT, ACT, SAT II, keeping up with school (GPA), volunteer, solo n ensemble, latin competition, etc. i can't take it anymore. i

2004-01-18T16:26:00.000-08:00

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it'sbeauty and just the life that no-one else sees.Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn'tmean you're not friendly! Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla lol that's kinda creepy but its okay. :P hahah there's a star on her back! i think the pic is pretty tho =) so its all good ~Helen

2004-01-16T15:14:00.000-08:00

wow.. this week has been a longgggg week.. oh well... w/e. school suck.. physucks.. lol alex told me that.. clever eh? lol wow! today is the 16th right? i went 16 days.. since the beginning of the year .. sleeping BEFORE midnight.. lol one of my new year resolutions was to TRY to sleep before 12 every night.. and yesterday was the 1st day that i slept after 12 since the new year started. hahah..

2004-01-05T13:57:00.000-08:00

man i have a lot to vent. okay so here it goes: I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD!!!!! OMGOSH!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA STAY IN LATIN 7TH PERIOD!!! mann i liked that class so much. i mean i'm really gonna miss fighting over the seats.. haha laughing at AHEM.. lol.. teaching brandon chinese.. hanging out with alex.. and all that!! that class was so much funn!! and we have sooo much free time during

2003-12-30T19:44:00.000-08:00

hmm i just came back from the winter retreat.. it was REALLY AWESOME!!!! Jason Tarn (the speaker) was really cool... he talked about a lot of stuff that never really hit me till now. it was really amazing how God is working in my life. hehe. its really really cool.. and an awesome experience. angel you should've went =( oh well.. its really pretty cool. Jason used a lot of analogies that i

2003-12-25T15:35:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__________________^ i would try to make it bigger and more bolded and green and red colors BUTTTTT i don't know how =( oh well. one of these days maybe i'll just learn =/ *shrug* who knows. today was a lot of fun ^________^ cathy and angel came over for those lunch dinner parties thingy since.. my parents didn't wanna have it too late and stuff. so then me,

2003-12-21T15:25:00.000-08:00

whooo!! i got baptized today!! =D i get to have my 1st communion on the 1st week of the new year =D haha so excited =) lol i'm really happy :P it was kinda werid.. right before i went up there.. i was soo NERVOUS >.< heheh i'm so bad at public speaking >.< hehe oh well God helped me thru it =) it went alright. i almost forgot part of the verse BUT it was okay. i got it down =D haha Hewbres 13:

2003-12-20T11:26:00.000-08:00

hihi!! whooo hooo!! i'm at cathy's house!! :P lol yupyup. we just came back from volunteering at God's Food Pantry this morning :P hahah it was a whole lot of fun.. heheheh =D random quotes and memories from volunteering: ~"I like little girls" - Alex Alford ~"Come here TURKEY BOY!!! get the turkey!!!!" -me and cathy and that volunteer lady :P calling alex the turkey boy cuz he was alwayz

2003-12-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

hm havn't updated for a while. hahah stupid exams >.< i did pretttyy bad on them this year. but oh well its been a depressing year academically. >.< *sigh* some stuff makes me sad =( oh well.. its like i miss the old times. and then its just.. different.. now.. i dunno.. socially i liked my shepton life best i guess i would say.. middle school was blah and now... its just.. so.. different.. >.<

2003-12-10T17:33:00.000-08:00

Birthday's of the month: December 6: SARAH KWAN.. 18!!! whoo oldie =P December 8: RONA SHEN.. 17!! WHOOO U GETTA GO WATCH MATRIX REVOLUATIONS WITHOUT ME (meaning by urself :P) lol BUTTT i've seen it already so its all good ^_^ December 26: YIXIAO CHEN... 17!! hahahahah i will NOT forget ur bday this time =P lol December 27: GREG LAU... 18!!! hahaha another oldie =D lol December 28: JACQUELINE

2003-12-09T23:28:00.000-08:00

mann i feel so freaking drained out!! i just spent the last few hours doing gatsby questions!!! >.< ughhh i hate them!!! so therefore, i didn't do any other hw cept precalc cuz i did it in school and latin cuz it was easy -_- ugh oh well.. next time i will not procrastinate >.< or at least i would TRY harder next time -____- the stress sucks.

2003-12-03T18:39:00.000-08:00

yes cathy was saying my last entry was kinda random. sure okay... haha i already wrote some stuff but my comp was being ghetto and didnt' save it.. sooooooooooo it was deleted.. and i REFUSE to retype all that again =/ SOOO.. as a result of that.. here's cathy's entry.. AzN MirkwooD Elf: its a pathetic attempt at cheering himself up and asking for pathetic pity for his sad, pathetic,

2003-12-02T16:41:00.000-08:00

didn't do much today =/ took a nap during hist.. and i was a nerd w/ cathy today and we actually did the precalc hw for the next 2 days.. man that stupid sub. she's like "this stuff is new.. its hard.. its gonna take the whole class to explain.. if u don't understand its okay.." etc.. my gosh!! its like easier than the other stuff we learned.. she could've explained that whole lesson in 10 min

2003-11-28T20:03:00.000-08:00

i typed something but it got deleted and i am NOT retyping all that. so.. i'll retype one thing.. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ we (daisy, grace, angel, christine, n me) wrote with a chalk/rock our names on a rock!!! lol!! it was fun! at arbor hills.. lol the most random place to write our names n stuff.. try n find it and we'll give u a million dollars =P lol jp =) ~

2003-11-26T10:40:00.000-08:00

guess what?!?!?! I GOT MY LISENCE!!!! =D but guess what else?! I GOT NO CAR!!!!!! hahah so yeah.. i might get one next sem... yupyup =) i'll get to drive to school.. how fun :P i refuse to be stressed out today.. its the first day of break hahaha HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, DANIEL!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ hahaha yupyup so oldd :P .. a legal adult -____- lol ~hewz

2003-11-25T15:32:00.000-08:00

YAYAYAYAYAY!!! its thanksgiving breakkkkk!!!!!!!!! =D so happy. lol after 2nd period, my day was rather nice.. not at all stressful. 1st period - hist test.. >.< 2nd period - physics lecture. n hw due. =/ i did okay i guess.. n we got our test back.. my grade was =/ oh well. 3rd period - i finished my precalc hw in class!! WHOO no hw. i actually didnt' sleep ^_^ 4th period - lunch ^_^ 5th

2003-11-21T15:02:00.000-08:00

whoo its friday! so happy.. haha yupyup its been a tiring week.. i've been having some headaches >.< oh well i WILL catch up on all my sleep over thanksgiving day :P yupyup hahah today was a boring/sleepy day in the morning.. then i actually had fun after that =) haha yupyup precalc we had a "minitest" it was okay. i guess then i had 15 min left over to do nothin. so i kinda stared off into

2003-11-16T16:17:00.000-08:00

haha i went fast walking/jogging with my dad again today! :P we were out for like almost an hour.. hahah i got my exercise for the day ^_^ it was a big route.. lol we walked from the beginning of the trail next to my house.. past tulane.. to park.. then turned right and walked till hightower n then home.. haha big circle ^_^ i took a nap for a few hours this afternoon after church too.. lol.. so

2003-11-15T21:42:00.000-08:00

whoo hoo!! i saw matrix revolutions today!! with my dad ... hehe.. so many last min change of plans.. i was gonna go with jenny. then both jenny and alex.. then neither of them can go.. so then i ended up going with my dad =P haha i thought the 3rd one is better than the 2nd one. of course the 1st one is the best!! its the classic.. nothin can beat it :P lol yupyup =)

2003-11-13T17:58:00.000-08:00

imma do a survey too =D hahahha the one angel n jacq did are WAYY too long.. lol for right now anyways.. maybe i'll do a long time some other time when i feel like it.. :P n i barely have any hw tonight! so i'm happy ^_^ lol yupyup so i'm taking andrew's survey! muahahahha! ^_^ lol -- Name: Helen Gu -- Nickname: hewz, hewen, h2o -- Birth date: October 19, 1987 -- Birthplace: Yangzhou, China

2003-11-09T17:12:00.000-08:00

hc was yesterday!! hahah!! it was a ton of fun!! ^_^ well i had a lot of fun :P 1st i had to wake up early for AAYA volunteering.. i woke up kinda late -_- oh well.. then i went to walmart with tina, anita, n lin n then they came over.. they did my hair n makeup!!! SO SCARY!!! well i thought i looked really scary.. but yeah.. i've NEVER worn makeup in my LIFE BEFORE!!! ughh. hahaha it was

2003-11-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

hahah today was interesting... practically the whole school was wearing mums n garters.. lol. i was like the only different person.. wearing green not blue!! =D lol everyone was asking me which hc it was!! lol many ppl though it was greenhill. but no its TAMS ^_^ haha n every class i walk into ppl ask.. so much attention -___- it kinda got annoying. i rather just go hide in my corner :P hah

2003-11-02T14:06:00.000-08:00

hahah awesomeness this new blogger stuff is so much easier to use :P hahahh! i love it! thanks cathy!! ^_^ hahaha yupyup no more br's n no more of that date stuff n etc.. haha well today i have a TON of hw since like yesterday i was busy all day n friday i was studying for chinese SAT II >.< chinese SAT II was okay i guess.. the reading was easier but the grammer was harder =/ oh well then

2003-11-02T12:58:00.000-08:00

Testing, testing.